Grande

Ariana Grande was very keen trying to sell me Swarovski jewellery.  I mean honestly Ariana I would normally but I'm in a bit of a rush. She took it well. Said she'd see me at The Metropolitan gig later. Sound out.
People everywhere mostly strangers. Some familiar faces. One old loved friend that I've known for 18 years. Helped each other many times. Walked through fire.
So who's uncomfortable? Who's feeling pain? Who's on antidepressants? Who's a bit drunk? Who's warped by programming? Driving sideways in life hurt sore itchy sick. Who's actually happy? Little Muslim woman walking slow in the fast lane on her phone. I went around. Days I wouldn't mind wearing a hajib myself to be honest.
Who's actually happy? "HANDS UP WHOS HAPPY!?"
Breathe.
Spent the day cleaning moving washing memories off the walls. Tears. The cat. The effort. The grief. The rebirth. Thank you Katie. Thank you. You big hearted weapon.
Christmas decorations up and lay-bys. Kids in tow. 33 degrees out. Aircon pumping pumping pumping. Get all the stuff locked down.
Santa under duress. Ho fuckin ho my bro. Sorry for your trouble. I remember Santa. Never missed one. Just me and her the only ones up at grandma's. What did he bring!!!
Amazement wonder joy fun happiness. Things don't make you happy but sometimes they do.
My daughter passed me by. I said Hi! She said she only had a minute. Back to work after her break. Can't talk. Ok.ok.

Feel.